# soBBing woRRied siCK #

right now.. i'm watching this sinectron "suci".. yuP! i'm sobbing and crying like crazy... cause i think my life is like hers.. i mean the love life is similar like her... it's very great show...

anyway, part of my tears is that i'm still upset.. and ya i'm worried sick of my monkey...

where are you dear?

i'm worried sick.. gotta go find my guy now... see ya.....

_thE paiN won'T go awAy_

evEn how much i try to hiDe my sadness or hurtful heart...

DeEp insiDe.. i'M stiLL in saDnesS and pain...

eveRy seconDs moVe by, but i just can'T remove the pain away..

yEs it'S stiLL hurts...

To my frenZ who text to ask how was i doing?

thanX for being caring, but i'm trying to forget the pain... but i just need time...

cauSe the bruise in my heart still still there to be heal by me...

Love nuRy.......

/ heLLo 2009 /

it'S the eVe oF neW yeaR!!!..

sO.. heRe i am at home posting my blog.. ya Ya.. what a boring girl i am for not going out to celebrate the new Year.. but weLL.. it's not my fauLt when my BF is going out with his "boyS team".. ya whatever...

i'M stiLL bump bout it!!!

anyway.. yesterday i went to courts.... to find a new Handphone... then shah and me head out to IKEA to get a bite...

i when to bought this caramel ice-cream (which was damn bloody delicious) and shah just bought a hotdog.. later he went out with his fren as they were having probs.. and off i went home..

so continue bout today...

WeLL today i was on leave.. as i was super stress with work.. as i have so much work but my pay is still the same without an increment... i so going to talk to my manager soon..

anyway, this year for "New Year".. i'm celebrating my night and day with my family... as last year i went out with shah already.. so ya... but my heart really wanna go out and partey with my BF.. but maybe "god" just want me to be a good girl and be home... yes i'm still sad over it... but whatever it is.. it's been fun at home resting :D

i'm so going off now as i'm counting every hour.. minute and seconds!

i just wanna wish everyone.. a "Happy NeW yEar"...

have a wonderful life ahead in 2009...

change for the better..

LoVE MiZ nuRy... muack!

"Happy 2009 everyonE!"

...:: mY MOoD FOr TOdAY ::...

weLL.. i'm kinDa veRy bumP!! very angry.. upset and verY strESS!!!!! sooner or later i will go to depression...

WHY???!!!

cuZ my work load is so much till i can't control... with problems around my belt to be handle by me.... when it's not my fault... haiZ...... i'M so stress... neeD my choC choC now :'(
anyway.. meeting shah today.. at least that will make my mood up :D

posT tommorroW...

** No oNe LoVes yoU LiKe i LoVe yoU **

Who's gonna love you baby
Who's gonna be there for you
Who's gonna keep the faith the way that I do
Who's gonna hold you down
Pick you up off the ground
Who's gonna make your day the way that I do

No one loves you like I love you
No one in the world

** DedicaTe this sonG to my BF shahRiL **

i'M verY touCh on what you did just now shaH...

that shoWs hoW muCh you LOVE mE LotZ LotZ...

ThankS deAr...

LoVe you LotZ humPty monkEy!!! muack!