++ i'M sO huRt ++

SERIOUSLY.. i jusT can'T foRget what happen lasT saturDay 4 October 2008 :'{..

it'S likE hurTing mE so much.. so baD.. i can't even concentrate with my woRk.. i keep fighTing with my boyfriend cause of this.. you should be thinking what is the problem that makes me hurt so much right?..

i'M like hurt that my guY and hiS family went to hiS small brother girlfriend house... i won't be hurt if i was treated equally! but i'm hurt deep inside cause like mY GUY and HIS FAMILY DID NOT VISIT My house at all.. when his small brother girlfiend house is super near my home.. seriously i'm like super hurt :'{.. even trying this posT makes me tear in my eyes :'{
like after what i do.. like helping them when moving their house... cleaning up their house when raya... buying his mother b'day cake and so much more.. and likE they never viSIT my HOUSE at all :'{
when my guy small brother girlfriend just did not do what i did to my guy family.. do you think it's fair? :'{

like this is the 1st time i hurt so much after my daddy pass away when i was 12.. i know like you will say get over it nuRy! but i'm trying and i just can't cause i'm hurting too too too much :'{